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Tuesday, February 2, 2010

*welp* I'm alive, but barely...

I'm so exhausted, I'm tired, I can't sleep- I'm stressed out, I'm just a tad overwhelmed and I freakin hate that feeling.  So much to do in so little time, and I know I NEED TO SLOW DOWN!! Tends to get the better of me though and I lose!!  Somedays I wish I could be a SAHM, others not really - I love my T more than words can even describe, but being away at work makes me miss him even more and really enjoy the time I do get to spend with him, but it sucks because the time I do get to spend with him, is the time where i need to clean, do laundry, clean, do more laundry and the never ending to do list.. It just sucks!! Its like a lose - lose situation.. :(  I can't even begin to imagine what it would be like with a 2nd kid - just as much stuff to get done, and that much more time needed of me.   So anyway - not really where I was trying to go with this post- I have a few things I need to catch up on. For one: my Goals, 2: The picture challenge (which I decided to do just a weekly collage thing), 3: I made a decsion on my diaper bag and I'm going with the touring edition,   4: My weight loss is going "okay"  I have lost 5lbs which in my book is kinda not okay.. My goal was to have lost 15lbs in total by Feb 20th.. I still have 3 weeks - so we will see. I haven't been to the gym and I need to get back, my eating hasn't been horrible, and my soda intake has gone WAY down, like maybe 1 or 2 soda's in a week, which is AWESOME!! I'm almost there. 5: I'm going to do a seperate post for all of these, and I saw the 5QF post and I will do that one, it looked fun with some fun questions. :0)
So here we go with posting away!!!  At work...  oops..  The picture challenge will have to wait until tonight when I get home..

1 comment:

Lisa said...

Well so far having 2 kids is WAY harder...and SO much less time, like I ever had much to begin with!! But yes, it is harder and I am still adjusting. I'm sure it will get easier once I get into a groove.