Seriously- My Mind has been lost, gone, no where to be seen.. Since Monday, I have been in a haze of some sort- I keep getting my days mixed up, like Tues, I called one of customers to get Payment and there job wasn't to go til Wens.. HELLO Jenni!! Wake the eff up... Then that same night one of my friends who just found out she was prego was to have her first appt. on WENS!! And what.do.ya.know I text her Tues night and say hey haven't heard from you, how did your appt go?? Uhh HELLO Jenni.. Then Today.. I tell my husband, "babe don't forget to put out the trash", he looked at me like WHAT?? I got mad and said Hello its Friday and the trash people come today!! He shook his head and once he did that my mind finally clicked and I think he saw the light bulb go off, because their were no words.. :/ ::sigh::
Where is my Mind?? I really need to find it.. I have been super tired this week, our bed sucks royal balls!! We need a new one so bad, but there's a lot of things we need.. :well want: at least I have a bed, so I should just shut up and think about the kids and families in Haiti who have nothing.. :(
Work, sucks, Yep at least I have one, but it sucks, Working with Family sucks.. I can't wait to graduate from school and start nursing - ugh.. If only it were that easy- I have to get into school first and then precede to pass all classes and wait on the ever ending waiting list for the nursing program.. Such a crock..
Speaking of school, I know it was in blue on my 101 list, and I will keep it as is- but the plan was to be in school now.. But when I jumped the gun and planned our awesome Cruise.. I didn't realize that finals would be right when we would be returning.. I have done that mess of cramming and I'm just not a crammer so there is no way I would risk failing..
SO the new plan is,, this next semester- summer session.. I will be taking classes.. I have to take 4 more classes in order to take an entrance exam and be put on the waiting list that at this point is 18 months!! UGH!! BUT during that time I will be able to finish up the rest of the classes needed to start the Nursing Program. It’s definitely going to be a long road ahead, since I can't go full time. Not to mention the two classes I need to take to take the entrance exam are Math and Chemistry, if you know me in RL, then you know that I despise Math, I am dumb, retarded and every word you can possibly think of when it comes to that class, Chemistry is the same, it may not be all numbers but anything that deals with equations etc, I'm FECKED!!!
With that said, here is my plan written out; summer session I am taking Dreadful Math and my Anatomy/ Physiology Class
Fall Session: Will be Chemistry and my Bio class.
With those 4 done- HOPEFULLY I pass them.. :: Please Pray:: Start now.. hahah. I can take the entrance exam. That will also put me at the end of the year in which, we will be trying for another kiddo and hopefully looking for a new home.
I'm really not going to look much further than that, only because I need to get past these 4 classes.. two which I'm really worried about.. We will see what happens.. Good thing I still have my college math book and all my notes from previous classes I have taken (ya did you catch that- classes). I can start getting prepared for he**.