ummm Not so great!!! Hmmm.. Well I'm gonna make a few excuses here just for good sakes but in all honesty I really shouldnt have any..
Last week and the week before T has been sick which means I can't take him to the in house daycare that the gym provides (I could however of had John watch him when he got home from work) but I didn't!! and my other excuse.. hmm I guess I really don't have any well except for the fact that my body was so fatigued from being up with T every freakin night I just had no will power.
Well - I think we are back on track this week( T is feeling much better). So I'm headed to the gym Tues, Wens.and Thursday.. Mondays and Fridays I go to the park with T for some fun and I usually do a fast pace walk around the park once the sun goes down.
Like i have said before - I have Terrible motivation, if I know there's nothing at the end of it for me. (YES I know being 15-20lbs lighter should be reward enough) but I guess when you have been overweight or the weight i have been My ENTIRE life its kinda just Eh.. I'll get to it when I get to it kinda thing.. it sucks and I hate that- but if for example I had my wedding to look forward to and a dress that I NEEDED to fit in.. I had a reward at the end of my weight loss.. Now - not so much..
I could use my cruise as a motivating factor but who knows if we are going to go?? AND because I know that - there's no need, I suppose..
Anyway - I'm up 2 which isn't horrible, but not great.
I need to charge the camera so I will post pics once the battery is charged.
I SUCK,, :(