Day 2 of Daycare..

Went way better than the first day.. Thank goodness.. Only a few tears (from me, not T).. As far as the whole getting up and getting to the daycare on time and then to work on time.. That is going to be a work in progress here.. Suddenly my Lil T who was sleeping through the night , well is NO longer!! Since Sunday night he has gotten up 2-3 times a night - I hold off on feeding him as much as possible, but by the third time he wakes up he no longer wants to be just tucked back in and rolled to his side he wants the bottle!! WONDERFUL!! Ugh.. 3 am in the morning, tired as feck and feeding T.. So I don't know whats going on with his system. Then yesterday kathy (daycare lady) said T was crazy fussing - and she had just fed him his rice cereal and a 6 oz bottle abt 2 hours before.. So she wasn't sure what the problem was, changed his diaper, not wet, played with him, happy for 5 min, put toys in front of him good for 5 min.. Finally she broke down gave him a bottle an 8 oz bottle if I might add!! He gulped the entire thing!!! So that was his problem. My lil man is a freakin piggy!! I do, think he is going through another growth spurt because he did this to me at 4 months old.. So I think its just that and it will be short lived and go back to normal.. "I hope"...

As far as me.. I'm getting used to the silence at work. I'm getting alot more done at a faster pace and that leaves me extra time to get some much needed wedding stuff to get done. Which is a good thing.. I still miss my T though.

One thing I am truly grateful for, is the fact that I even had the chance to take T with me to work for the 6 months I have. Some parents don't get that option and quite frankly I don't know how they can do that

1 st Day of Daycare and 6 Month Pics

Okay first of all - Here is Tristan's 6 month pics I'm 3 days late posting.. :(

Yep my big boy is huge.. :0) So besides that today was Tristan's 1st day of daycare. Mentally I thought I was prepared for this day to come. I never once thought I would be that Mom who cries when you leave your kid with someone other than your family and call it daycare!

Well, i did just that.. I cried like a little baby the entire way to work and then some when I went into work and saw his toys sitting there.

I got a late start this morning- Kinda took my time actually- Getting ready, getting him ready, pretty much taking as much time as I could not to leave.. When I pulled up to the house I could feel the tears well up but, I held them back. The entire time I was talking to Kathy (daycare lady) I was holding back my tears. You know that lump in your throat you get just before you start balling? Well that was me. I explained everything she needed to know and then kissed T goodbye and out the door I went, put my sunglasses on immediately and the tears started falling I couldn't even make it to my truck!! (pathetic I know).. I kept saying to myself, Jenni come on, its not that big of a deal, its good for him, quite it!! But i couldn't - I felt horrible leaving him, I felt like I needed to be with him and basically no one can take care of him the way I do and the fact that I'm gonna miss everything now, really got me crying.

So basically.. My first day of daycare sucked.. As for Tristan, he did awesome. I called to check up on him and he was doing fine. No crying, no fussing nada.. Playing with the other little ones like a champ and enjoying himself.. I couldn't wait for 3:30 to come along to get the heck out of work and head for Tristan.. I got there and walked out back and he was swinging with Kathy and was as content as could be. He was excited to see my face though and that made me feel so good!!

I take him again tomorrow and on Friday. My Sister will be watching him on Wednesday for me - I have to go and do some wedding related things. Thursday I will have him all to myself!! :0)

So that was "our" first day of daycare. I sure do hope this gets easier.

i miss his little face during the day.